One of the last things she said to me hurt so much that it broke my heart and now it probably will come true. I ran away to a new town and before I could start getting to know people, started having heart attacks. What she said was “You're going to die in a room by yourself and no one will care” and eerily, that seems to be what is happening. I'm dying of a broken heart and she predicted it while making it happen.  Somehow I don't think I’d be better off if she were here to “help” me. Have to just call taxis, for now. 
UPDATE Aug 1, 2015. I had "Broken Heart Syndrome" in other words, I had a series of something very much like heart attacks caused by emotional trauma. Those phone calls from her and the way I reacted to them almost killed me, BUT I recovered within 2 weeks, no damage, no heart disease. My doc looked at me in awe and said, "Keep walking and keep up the vegan diet." Yay. I also have to keep moving forward, can't fix or change the past