I lived with PTSD for 40 years, after molestation by a Catholic priest at age five. Read my story as I write it here through 2015.

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Saturday, May 10, 2014

DON't MOVE. My apartment is 1.5 blocks from where the new high speed rail will be stopping, so in a few years I will be able to go from here to SF or SD or LA at record speed PLUS this apt will be Very Expensive then, and I will already live here so I will probly not pay the higher rent so FOR ONCE, KAY, DON'T MOVE!!! Man, I wish I could control this part of my mania, honest, I have been starting to plan another cross country move and that would be SO STUPID!!!!! Wish I knew where this need to move away, move away, move away, came from, WOW, right after they took me to the Cardinal's Mansion in 1955 and told me to stop talking, the family MOVED AWAY to California. It got implanted in me that the way to deal with stuff is to Move Away, and I screwed up so much stuff in Lizzie's life and my own bk of it. I Have To Stay Here in Lancaster and just let some roots grow. MAN!!!

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